Thursday, June 11, 2009

( Two ) Nazi Dogs

i think my only problem was that the cold hit my legs......it never hit anywhere else but once i was walking i was fine. and you slept on the train. and you slept on the train. how long did i sleep for? 10 minutes? not longer and there was a group of men talking behind us talking with silesian accents. i think that might be the reason i didn't sleep any longer but you were out for nearly four minutes before thinking of how your sister commented on how ugly the elephant man was. i quite liked it when you had your head on my shoulder. i liked it when you had your head on mine too. yeah, i was really polite and asked if it was alright to because i didn't fancy a creak in my neck. but i think i would have stayed there if there wasn't so many people talking. sadly, there were people all around. and i was sleepy, dazed, and the only thing i had in my mouth that day was that piece of delicious nazi cake. anytime i took a bite, my guts felt like they were being poisoned inside out. i threw mine in the bin because i could take no more. the noise there was pissing me off like hell. i can't remember the noise that much. all i remember is the snow. but you wanted the snow, didn't you? of course, it made me feel so secure. and the delay of the train. oh yeah, the wait that went on for ages.

i remember the snow and cake that rotted my guts inside out. i remember the briefcases and the broken toothbrushes. i remember the sounds of colliding steel from twisted metal that went through the walls in green neon. i remember the 1940s bunk beds and the sacks they had to sleep on. i remember the bombings of rotterdam. and the tears in my eyes. i wanted to hug you then. needed some comfort. i remember the emaciated bodies. the bones cutting through the flesh. i remember the train tracks with crystals underneath the glass. i remember wanting to get out alive yet feeling like death. i wanted to hold you in my arms and think that everything we had seen was like a bad dream. i wanted to forget but i will always remember. i will always remember

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