Don't Try To Catch Me

I suppose I should anticipate this. You're Jekyll and Hyde. And if I don't give into your desires, you give into your hysterical nature. So I broke your heart, so what more do you want? I'm demonized. I'm less than human to your myopic eyes. What more do you want? A 360 degree turn into love. Love that I could never give you. But it wouldn't have mattered to you, just so long as someone lay down naked with you and said "I love you."

Someone to put your arms around, someone to feel happy with. Your crazed nature belongs to someone else yet you put the blame on me. Because I'm cold, because I don't care for you. And yet you will still say you love me, just to get an inch nearer. Trying to break down my defences. If you really loved me, you'd leave me. That's what I want or rather, what I would prefer. But that's no game for you. I'm just another body lost in your mind. I mutate into a monster but really, that's what you do. Not that you would see it like that.

Platonic means nothing to you.......and when it's used it fits with the false nature of trying to pretend nothing ever happened. But yet everywhere I turn, I just can't escape you. I tried to tell you twice but obviously it's just not enough. What part did you fail to understand? Leave me in the past and don't try to catch me again. So I broke your heart, I don't sympathize at all. If I did, I would have been another person.