Only When I Fall ( To Attach Is To Attack )

It's only when I fall do I lose control. That there's nothing left. Smothered in this claustrophobic nightmare where you are supposed to be my friend but act as my enemy. You take pride in wounding others that you should love. I should have protective armour but I let my defences down. It's only when I fall do I lose any meaning.

It's only when I fall do I lose control. You can wrap around but you hardly make a sound. The things you said. The plans we set out. Turn your back since there's no dignity. Forget we even exist. Houdini, the scene played out like before except not as planned. Why give you anything when you don't give back? It's only when I fall do I lose any meaning?

Let's just carry on and pretend it never happened. It's easier that way. There's no damage and I can't see any carnage around me. Walking on broken glass but I can't see a thing. We seperately agreed not to mention it. Unless you decide to have a change of heart. Now that really would surprise me. Let's just carry on and pretend it never happened. I'd hate to fall again and get attached. To attach is to attack.