Just A Paranoid Cynic

Running round in circles. Cry the stone and let it bleed. The more involved, the less sure I am. It all gets crazy and everyone's a victim playing out centre stage in the ice rink. There's too much to get involved with, it's dangerous to think. You know it's all part of a scam. How happy I am! There's nothing I want more than your happiness, it's just that I want to be a part of it as well. That way, it could rub off on me.

Circle around me. Make me feel dizzy. If I am tied to the wall then just give me it all. Make no exceptions. I'm just in love or so they say. It's crazy since it's been so long. Developing jealousy burns faster because after all I'm just a paranoid cynic waiting in the wings to collect you. I will catch you no matter what. It's what I've wanted to do. To breathe in your kisses would taste of victory. You know it's all crazy. So please don't fight it from me. My defences are down and you're allowed to come in. But could I become an unwelcome visitor in my own home?

I'm just a paranoid cynic waiting the wings. Just collecting all the things I want to give you. Even if I'm one or two dimensional, at least cut me some slack. It's amazing what these chemicals inside you can do. They really turn a man inside out.